A photographer friend of mine in Atlanta was out in a field one crisp October morning at dawn, trying to capture the sunrise and dewdrops. Betsy Garmon didn’t mind sacrificing breakfast and sleep because she knew the payoff – a gorgeous photograph – would be worth it. Because of the intrusive power lines and the cold that caused her hands to shake, Betsy went home feeling like the effort had been wasted – that she hadn’t captured any shots good enough to use.
She offloaded the 50 or so photos she’d taken, and confirmed that none of the shots were what she’d hoped for. They were blurry, too cluttered with other “stuff,” or just not right. Nevertheless, Betsy decided to take a closer look at the one shot with “decent composition” – the one closest to her ideal.
It was during that closer, magnified look that Betsy found this: “There, hidden in that third, unimpressive shot, was a treasure. Reflected in the face of the dewdrop was an image of the incredible sky that I had been striving so hard to capture. There, suspended on the end of a dried flower stalk in a throwaway shot, was a reminder that anything I ‘create’ is simply a reflection of God’s glory. It was a prompt to look closely at what seems to be, by my analysis, something to discard and find every bit of what God has for me.”
Well said, Betsy. Reader, have you spent hours on projects that didn’t turn out right, research that didn’t lead to what you thought was the “right” conclusion or a relationship that went sour? If you look more closely, can you see what God may have for you in the situation – an image that comes into focus when you pause long enough to search for it, to study it? Are you willing to share something here that you learned by taking a second look at a “wasted” situation?
(You can see Betsy Garmon’s website at wildthymecreative.com.)
Excellent!
Whether its guarding time for contemplation in a busy world or the willingness to look at our mistakes and misses, it seems that the common thread is intentionality. In our early years of homeschooling, I used to spend hours on lesson plans and schedules because I had a certain type of result in mind. These days, we focus less on external schedules from me and more on internal life and study skills for them. That need for change came as the result of some uncomfortable places in the life of our family. Burnout for the parent/leadership team revealed areas of responsibility that needed to shift. Thanks for the reminder to take a closer look at blurry places.
Thank you, Betsy, for sharing these insights, and especially for allowing me to use your art and this specific insight in this blog. I am grateful, friend!
Thank you, Ron and Bob, for your comments. Very good thoughts.
Gregg
Also makes me think how at the end of a camper’s summer, there has been plenty of blur and activity. But High Probability that his/her focused week at camp will be the concentrated memory and impact point.
Take time to look again, be still, still…and know that I am God! God is right there all the time. The question is are we looking, are we focused upon Him?